Well, I'm here

[zaniida]

I got persuaded by ysabetwordsmith to make a Dreamwidth account for a possible upcoming event promoting my Five Moments of (Nonsexual) Intimacy fic form. So here I am.

I have multiple identities online. I don't yet know whether I want to openly combine them here, but they're not that hard to connect. And since my Pillowfort post about the fic form is under my Arkylie Killingstad public persona, it makes no sense to be coy about that, especially as questions might arise about whether I (Zaniida) swiped the idea from "her" (Arkylie) when they're really both me.

I specifically chose an AO3 pseudonym that's distinct from my normal online identity, because I do delve into dark topics and don't want the unwary to happen across them while looking through my more family-friendly fare. Also, I started Arkylie Killingstad when I realized that I needed a personal public identity that isn't borrowed from my favorite media and thus is entirely my own, without being necessarily connected to my real-life name. So I would hope that the connection to Zaniida stays in fan-friendly spaces and doesn't leak out too much to the world at large.

Anyway! With any luck, I'll be able to set this event up in time, and claim August as the month for creating variations of my fic form ^_^

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Re: Welcome!

[zaniida]

What I've ended up doing is using my Arkylie Killingstad as a public persona for YouTube and Fanfiction.net, along with a few others, while Zaniida is a persona for AO3, where I publish my darker fics. I don't think I'd be using it over here except that I couldn't figure out a way to avoid confusion without leading to a giant public discussion of personas that would undo the very reason I was trying to keep them separate.

Zaniida is, after all, the name under which I post 100% of my fanfics and most of my additional fan content; FFN gets a "family-friendly" subset, by which I mean "if my friends and family ran across this and spread it around, I wouldn't have to run damage control." So that collection is never going to be darker than a good Halloween story, never going to delve into sexuality, never going to deal with particularly controversial issues, never going to make use of swearing except in a few extreme circumstances (I don't swear much in any case, but even less over there). And some of my FFN fics have been edited to remove/censor certain portions or elements, sometimes whole chapters -- but in cases where doing so would gut them, the fic just stays exclusively on AO3.

For example, one of my FMI fics includes as a key element the reveal that one character was born with malformed sexual organs that her parents and the doc saw fit to just cut off, and that it leaves her with odd feelings about her gender identity. I think that this issue is worth writing about, I think I handled it about as well as I could given my current understanding of the issues, and I'm not ashamed of having explored such a topic -- but I do not in the least want to go into that topic with certain portions of the people I know. (That fic also includes situational nudity as a significant detail, and I know people who'd be offended by that as well.) Hence, I keep those AO3-exclusive, and lock the most controversial pieces so that only fan-minded people can access them.